:: a girl can dream ::

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

its one week before school starts and all of us had to go back to school for some talks.. its nuoo.. its some talks given by some experts about eye diseases, contact lens,etc. seriously.. no joke.. 8am to 6.35pm... but of course with 3 breaks in between.. but its compulsory for everyone (yr 1 to 3).. it was so damn boring.. every yr 1 "student delegates" (names given to us on the card we were supposed to wear) was like totally clueless about the whole lecture..so... some of us became "devils" for few hours.. we escaped from the talk.. hehe.. went out awhile.. few hours later.. we got back n kinda felt remorseful n regretted leaving.. we were told that attendance was supposed to be taken at the end of the day.. but worried if it was taken when we were out.. luckily, attendance was taken just after we got back.. it was really scary cuz when we were out, the whole group seating at the back of the theater made noises which disrupted the lecture.. so the head chairman warned them,etc. and a lecturer was standing at the back monitoring the rest..

anyways.. while we were out and about, we went to buy things for the bbq tomorrow night. so we bought foods, stuffs like tongs, charcoal, etc. at ntuc near jurong east mrt station.. the place kinda small and squeezy, and there were 6 of usdiscussing and arguing while deciding what to buy.. yup, we created quite a lot of commotion and blocked the passageway,etc.

then we went straight to our teacher's condo to put the things there for tmr.. man.. she has 2 kids; both boys and they are super cute.. they have a splitting image of their mom. but seriously, so cute!! hehe.. after staying there for awhile, we went off, back to school.. we walked back to school.. quite interesting n fun walk back to school.. many slopes and private properties along the small road/lanes.. then we rushed back to the nuoo.. to slip in during the break.. hehe.. naughty eh???

Friday, October 21, 2005

its been some time since i blog eh? man.. life's tough.. so young (well not really.. im quite old) already faced lots of pressure and stress.. been working at my mom's company (How Huai Hoon Surveyors) for about two weeks now and i've been really tired and sian.. plus the tuitions i've been giving.. like now, i just got back from tuition at toa payoh.. can peng-san (faint) sia.. somemore im fasting.. gotta be patient and endure..

recently my results for first semester have been out.. i must say i was really shocked by it. i suppose to fail general optics cuz i mugged the least for it. i started studying the night before the exam, slept at 3plus am and i didn't finish the paper. even a stranger would say.. "haiya.. cannot make it wan lah~" i even left out blanks in the essay questions.. got one or two questions i didn't do.. but surprisingly i did pretty well.. for someone who didn't really study.. hehe.. the rest of the papers i did study.. and the results was ok2..

so many things have been happening.. its almost end of the year..monsoon's coming.. kinda good and bad.. good cuz rain means more sleep.. but bad, is cuz whether i got time for more sleep is another thing.. besides, its gonna be hari raya soon..lots of people to visit..but hey! its gonna be end of fasting.. *hintz2.. **grinz! yeahz! gotta get new raya clothes.. probably tmr.. saturday.. was thinking of wearing baju kurung or baju kebaya.. on mon and tues, got NuOo.. don't know what its gonna be about.. maybe its some talk by some distinguished experts.. but think about it.. the whole day?? blaghh..~ hopefully not so boring..its a whole day kinda thing.. so gotta be "prepared"..but luckily,something to look forward to.. bbq at mrs yeo's condo on tuesday night.. woohoo~~!! gotta order 120 sticks of satay from my uncle.. nah, i'll ask my dad to do that for me.. hehe..

then comes start of next semester..and two public holidays right smacked during the first week of school.. cool heh? deepavali on tuesday and hari raya on thursday.. feel like not going to school the whole week.. but i must say.. i missed school and friends at school.. so maybe i'll go.. see how my mood.. heh heh~~
but the thought of going back to school to study.. also sian man.. that's life.. haiz..

Saturday, October 08, 2005

finally

finally its saturday.. what a long week i had dis week.. on wed, i started to fast.. its time of the year again, bulan ramadhan.. went out for pool wif pam n shan.. it was really nice to hang out with them.. it was a nice change for once instead of just going to and fro to tuition at nurul's and natalie's house.. after playin pool at cineleisure, we went off at about 6plus.. then we took train home.. i was actually on the way to tuition at nurul's house which was at woodlands.. so shan stopped at bishan while pam and me continued our "journey" to woodlands.. it was comin to 7pm, the time in which i had to break my fast.. so in the train, i drank some water.. then reaching woodlands, i left pam (who dropped at marsiling later on).. then quickly go to burger king at causeway point to buy something to eat.. hehehe.. no bad eh? burger king for 1st day of fasting.. then rushed to nurul's house for math tuition.. it wasn't bad.. quite ok.. only that it was kinda tiring for first day, to do quite a lot of things.. then went home after dat... =)

the next day, thursday, i woke up at 3-4 am to eat my sahur.. felt so sleepy.. wished could sleep longer since wed i felt sooo tired.. rested again till abput 7plus and i had to get ready.. it was the 1st day i worked with my mother.. everyone was surprised to see me again.. my job is sort of like admin stuffs..type out letters, prepare for field work, find certified plans (CPs) which was all over the office.. veri messy.. answer phone calls from architects,engineers,etc (but of course i didnt "handle" them).. those with higher posts would talk to and deal with them.. honestly, it was really hectic.. ever since i stopped working there, so many things were left undone.. im supposed to help siti out,the admin-in-charge.. she seem so busy..poor her..but the boss didn't want to employ other assistants, i dunno why.. so only siti gotta do everything.. n me help out for the next two weeks..atleast hopefully by then, things would be better.. i hope.. went home with my mother abt 5.30-6pm like that, bought some food and break fast.. then get ready for tuition with natalie.. luckily its only at toa payoh.. not far, as compared to woodlands from my place.. after that, went home.. so worried for her n natalie.. i feel pressured.. imagine if they didnt do well, i might have to answer to their parents.. but if the child didnt put in lots of effort, then its not my fault.. hopefully they can do well so it'll be a win-win situation..

on friday morning, woke up again for sahur,etc. then slept again, etc. then after that, get ready to go to work again.. nothing special really happen.. its becoming a routine just like the "holidays-before-poly-started" days.. though it was second day only, i felt kinda sian.. imagine working with your mom.. seeing her everyday.. not that its bad or anything.. wished i could work elsewhere.. but no choice lah.. must earn to pay my school fees for next semester.. haiz.. in addition to that, its fasting month.. so take things slower at my own pace so won't use up too much energy.. but time past by so quickly, that today (sat) was already 4th day berpuasa.. 3rd nov is raya.. so excited.. hehe.. kk.. long way to go.. -.-" just gotta take things slower.. one at a time.

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

life

life's okie so far... kinda weak i must say.. n hungry!! hehe.. today's the official start for fasting.. luckily havent start working.. mite be working with my mother soon.. but not sure when.. must get approval from her boss first.. just like during the hols before start of poly life, i was working with my mother.. can say no freedom lah..eveyday,everywhere.. see her.. but quite ok lah.. if not, got nothing to do at home.. plus still got tuition with nurul n natalie.. nurul at woodlands n toa payoh n natalie at toa payoh.. haiz.. like worlds apart..so far.. =( so maybe after work (8-5pm), break my fast around 7 n head straight to their houses.. on the different2 days.. haiz.. it'll be stressful n tiring i can predict.. but i sound really busy heh?? hehehe...~ trying to enjoy as much before the hectic life begins.. so yest went to sch for the meeting, in which SoME people didnt turn up in spite of their reminders.. hahahha.. but its kinda nice.. although i didnt really noe them.. dun even noe their names.. hehez.. anyways, today gonna play pool.. kinda excited lo.. so long since i played pool..hehe.. the last time was probably PTN; dopt with chris ng .. so long eh? really
looking forward to it..but sadly, i started fasting today.. so cant eat, drink, etc. so gotta endure..!!! yeahz~!! -.-""

gym!

last sun.. i went to the gym for the first time.. we went there at 9am. honestly it was realli boring at first.. cuz i went there wif one of my gal frenz,debbie.. i was so shy.. n paiseh.. went to bishan gym.. a lot of body builders.. scary sia.. lolz! but it was a gd experience.. did lots of cycling.. but NOT jogging.. i only set the jogging machine at 5 mins.. den i "pancit" liao..its really tiring lo.. my stamina sucks man.. haiz.. deb could like jog 15mins non-stop.. i was like.. "wow!!" .. within that 15mins, i could like stop n start for a few times n she did it continuously.. wanted to carry weights for fun.. but in the end we didn't.. too many people lah, bodybuilders,etc.. so paiseh.. aft 2hrs like that, we left n head home.. it was drizzling n walking across a big padang to reach bishan interchange.. it was really cooling n nice to walk in the drizzle.. it was fun overall.. =) wish to go there again.. n hopefully got lesser people.. =S