finally

finally its saturday.. what a long week i had dis week.. on wed, i started to fast.. its time of the year again, bulan ramadhan.. went out for pool wif pam n shan.. it was really nice to hang out with them.. it was a nice change for once instead of just going to and fro to tuition at nurul's and natalie's house.. after playin pool at cineleisure, we went off at about 6plus.. then we took train home.. i was actually on the way to tuition at nurul's house which was at woodlands.. so shan stopped at bishan while pam and me continued our "journey" to woodlands.. it was comin to 7pm, the time in which i had to break my fast.. so in the train, i drank some water.. then reaching woodlands, i left pam (who dropped at marsiling later on).. then quickly go to burger king at causeway point to buy something to eat.. hehehe.. no bad eh? burger king for 1st day of fasting.. then rushed to nurul's house for math tuition.. it wasn't bad.. quite ok.. only that it was kinda tiring for first day, to do quite a lot of things.. then went home after dat... =)

the next day, thursday, i woke up at 3-4 am to eat my sahur.. felt so sleepy.. wished could sleep longer since wed i felt sooo tired.. rested again till abput 7plus and i had to get ready.. it was the 1st day i worked with my mother.. everyone was surprised to see me again.. my job is sort of like admin stuffs..type out letters, prepare for field work, find certified plans (CPs) which was all over the office.. veri messy.. answer phone calls from architects,engineers,etc (but of course i didnt "handle" them).. those with higher posts would talk to and deal with them.. honestly, it was really hectic.. ever since i stopped working there, so many things were left undone.. im supposed to help siti out,the admin-in-charge.. she seem so busy..poor her..but the boss didn't want to employ other assistants, i dunno why.. so only siti gotta do everything.. n me help out for the next two weeks..atleast hopefully by then, things would be better.. i hope.. went home with my mother abt 5.30-6pm like that, bought some food and break fast.. then get ready for tuition with natalie.. luckily its only at toa payoh.. not far, as compared to woodlands from my place.. after that, went home.. so worried for her n natalie.. i feel pressured.. imagine if they didnt do well, i might have to answer to their parents.. but if the child didnt put in lots of effort, then its not my fault.. hopefully they can do well so it'll be a win-win situation..

on friday morning, woke up again for sahur,etc. then slept again, etc. then after that, get ready to go to work again.. nothing special really happen.. its becoming a routine just like the "holidays-before-poly-started" days.. though it was second day only, i felt kinda sian.. imagine working with your mom.. seeing her everyday.. not that its bad or anything.. wished i could work elsewhere.. but no choice lah.. must earn to pay my school fees for next semester.. haiz.. in addition to that, its fasting month.. so take things slower at my own pace so won't use up too much energy.. but time past by so quickly, that today (sat) was already 4th day berpuasa.. 3rd nov is raya.. so excited.. hehe.. kk.. long way to go.. -.-" just gotta take things slower.. one at a time.